INCOMPARABLE

Something is bothering me. I have known something that I shouldn’t have to know. I tried to ignore it, but I really can’t. I just can’t believe that it happened, never that I imagined that she will be part of that issue until I found out. And I don’t have the right to judge anyone in this world, no… not to her. L

Everything happened for a reason.  How I wish to know every detail of the story so I will able to understand things clearly.

It’s not that I’m losing the respect that I have for her, it’s just that I’m so afraid that she will be judge by other people and saw her suffering from the pain that she never deserved.

I hope in time I will be able to help her and washed out all the worries and pain that she feels. I so love my friend that I don’t want to see her hurting. L

Now, all I want to do is to give her a big hug, to comfort her and make her feel that I’m always here for her no matter what happened, that there are people willing to understand and listen to whatever explanation that she’s going to made. :/

I don’t want to cry but I can’t help it. Maybe because I can feel and see the fears in her eyes every time she looked at me and now understand why…but still I don’t have any idea how sorrowful her life was before till now.

I pray to God that everything will be fine… and He will help her to stop all the suffering and pain that she carried till now.

and i don't know

I saw him distraught, and I don’t have idea why. He’s running, crying and shouting as if asking for help, but nobody hears him. He stopped and trying to calm himself. He wiped he’s tears. It seems very dark and quiet around him. He realized that he’s so alone, he did look behind. He doesn't know what to do. He asked himself why he's there alone.

While walking in the bitter and harsh road, there he saw a tree. He decided to have rest. But there seems to be speaking voice saying ''continue your journey''. Yet again an unknown voice repeated saying it. Because of it, he continues on walking. He attempts to hide his fear of imagining that someone is following him. He never noticed he's dripping tears turned to excessive fear. He wants to know what really is happening. Upon walking he saw a narrow passage; he can feel and hear he’s heartbeat. 

He continues walking, though he doesn't know where to go. And he prayed for a moment with all he’s heart. He closes he’s eyes and solemnly asking for God’s help. He is really scared. He opened his eyes and there he saw a river. He came to the river because he seems thirsty, but I was very shocked and surprise when I saw my own face.

Gosh... It’s only a dream. Thank God! I'm so sweat when I woke up in the middle of the night, and my heart beats so fast. I have a lot of questions in my mind, what does my dream mean? But then i ignored it and I decided to go back to sleep as if nothing happened.

THANKS MUCH!

Fear that’s what I felt right now. I don’t want to lose you, you who made a big impact in my life. I’m not yet ready. I don’t know what’s going to happen if you’ll leave. We still need you. But the end is so near. I want to stop my nerves from thinking about the nearest end. Gosh, we still want to see you every day.  We can’t help but cry every time we think about the day of your exit in our lives.  

I really want to shout, cry and scream out loud but I can’t because I have this fear in my heart.  How can we adjust? How can we let go of you and your memories? What should we do? We don’t want to end the things that we just started.

I don’t know how long the process is but we will try to accept the fact that you’re leaving so soon. It’s not because we have to but because we know very well that you’ll be happy as you depart from our world.

Nothing is permanent in this world. Every beginning has its own end.

 I want to thank you for every smile that you share with us. We will never ever forget  a person like you.

THANKS MUCH TE KUREI! :)

UNEXPECTEDLY!

Feb. 29, 2012 (NETLAB)

Feb. 22, 2012 (MALL)

Feb. 25, 2012 (GHOST RIDER)

Days of unexpected things happened. Hahaha! But the most memorable is the 25^th day of February where our idol and our super Anne with me and Paceeh. Oh yeah!

 Thanks to GHOST RIDER.

There is no doubt that unexpected things will come into our life. At certain times, life can be become overwhelming. Is a mystery with many unexpected things comes together inside its package. As we never know what’s going to happen in life, and what are going to face later… Perhaps there are things we never had before… we hated the most, but those things could turn to be the most important things in our lives. The unexpected things in life may be good or bad… but whatever they are, we must be prepared to face the consequences of our unpreparedness.

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT TIME!

''ONE TRUE THING''

All of us encountered different trials in life. All of us faced challenges with all our heart. Sometimes, we have to make hurting decisions. Sometimes, we can make impossible things just to make someone happy. And sometimes in order to find our genuine happiness we have to let go those people who means so much to us, it’s not because we don’t care anymore but it’s because it’s our way of letting them feel that TOO MUCH is not always TOLERABLE.

It’s not easy but everything begins at some level of difficulty. I believed that sometimes the most difficult is also the most awarding and most satisfying.

But have you ever ask yourself? Am I expert enough to handle life?

I’d like to hear what you think. Has the art of becoming good at things become lost on today’s instant gratification society? Is it easier or harder new skills and knowledge today with all the resources (and distraction) out there?

Expert Enough is here to inspire you to learn more, do more, and be more.

Life is richest when we become good at a lot different things.

If you agree, I’d like to know your comment.

MY GRATITUDE IS ENDLESS!

 You don’t know me but I feel like I know you very well. I've been following your blog for the past few months. 

Thank you for letting us at your side even just for a short period of time. It was a dream comes true. Words are not enough to express my happiness and I’m sure my friends feel the same way. 

I can’t stop from smiling every time I remember that night. That’s one of the most memorable moments in my life, February 9, 2012. Funny but the feeling still the same, hahaha! My nervousness never fails to show every time I see you around, and I don’t know why. J sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me. Whew! You build a PRECIOUS and PRICELESS smile in our faces, that I almost forget that we have curfew. Hahaha!

Special thanks to Super Anne. Hehehe. 

Establishing a new friendship with the one were idolizing feels so awesome, like really. Anyways we named ourselves “KHARRENADA Fans club” ahahah! 

You’re always a winner for us. 

A person who can’t relate with us calls us crazy, but who cares? Hahaha! As long, as we’re happy in everything that we do for you. Can’t find words to express how happy and thankful we are. J (paulit-ulit lang?) hahaha.

Every time I met you, you have been very cool. 

I pray to God everyday for you and your family! 

Thank you for being you. 

DON’T PUSH ME TO MY LIMIT!

I thought I’ve known you, yet to be realized

You pissed me off, and it sucks. Like really!

I’m not angry, but why you’re making me hate you?

And I’m getting to hate you because of what you’re doing to me.

It’s not my nature to ruins ones relationship, but why your accusing me that.

Stop acting as if you don’t know me.

I’m just holding my temper every time you’re doing not so well to me.

I always trust you, and you know that.

I can’t afford to lose a friend like you.

I don’t want others see us not in good terms.

So, for now I will just ignore your acts.

Were buddies, right?

I can be very nice, but I can also be the worst person you’ll ever meet in your entire life, and I don’t want that to happen.

If you have problem with me, tell me.

You know who you are.

I hate to beg but please DON’T PUSH ME TO MY LIMIT!

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