INCOMPARABLE

Something is bothering me. I have known something that I shouldn’t have to know. I tried to ignore it, but I really can’t. I just can’t believe that it happened, never that I imagined that she will be part of that issue until I found out. And I don’t have the right to judge anyone in this world, no… not to her. L

Everything happened for a reason.  How I wish to know every detail of the story so I will able to understand things clearly.

It’s not that I’m losing the respect that I have for her, it’s just that I’m so afraid that she will be judge by other people and saw her suffering from the pain that she never deserved.

I hope in time I will be able to help her and washed out all the worries and pain that she feels. I so love my friend that I don’t want to see her hurting. L

Now, all I want to do is to give her a big hug, to comfort her and make her feel that I’m always here for her no matter what happened, that there are people willing to understand and listen to whatever explanation that she’s going to made. :/

I don’t want to cry but I can’t help it. Maybe because I can feel and see the fears in her eyes every time she looked at me and now understand why…but still I don’t have any idea how sorrowful her life was before till now.

I pray to God that everything will be fine… and He will help her to stop all the suffering and pain that she carried till now.