Tuesday, January 24, 2012

ANONYMOUS






 
Anonymous, that’s what we call to a person who doesn’t have name. I like being anonymous sometimes, where I can hide my real identity. No one knows you. Some want to know you.  And some just ignores you. Funny, but that’s the truth I usually hiding from people, people who don’t know how to respect, people who can’t be true to themselves and people who are very judgmental.  Because of them, I don’t know now how to show myself, I’m not that ugly but I’m not also pretty. :) But it doesn’t matter, no one cares. Sound pathetic but somewhat true. Well, just try to ignore me. Cause I really don’t care, As long as I’m not hurting others.  I’m still the good person that my creator wants me to be, but I’m sure that He’s not happy now because my heart is full of hatred. And no one can blame me.

I still remember when a friend of mine told me that I can sing, quite true but I don’t have guts to show it to many people. We have a lot of singers, they may be enough. :)
I love being anonymous but I hate the fact that nobody knows me. :(
I always hide from darkness. For me, it’s better to lock the door than to give other people an opportunity to judge me. Maybe other sees me strong, yes they are right but they don’t know that I’m the weakest of all the strongest. :)

How I wish that I’m still in the womb of my mother, for some reasons. I really hate this unfair world. I hate the fact that even your friend betrayed you. That even your cousin wish you to fall down. That even your own father tries to hold your life. But that's the way things are and the way things are sucks. L

That’s why I decide to hide, I decided to be anonymous, and so no one can criticize me directly.

 I know very well that I’m only hiding from reality.        

 But don’t worry because In Gods right time, I’m going to remove my mask. :)

How about you, why are you showing yourself?
And you, why are you hiding like me? :)

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